(Continued from last week’s blog post)

So I’m sitting at Denny’s Steak Pub – an island of working-class Caucasians floating in a sea of beer, surrounded by working-class South Asian immigrants, in Brooklyn’s Kensington neighborhood. The kind of place that can’t be bothered to change its sign outside even though it hasn’t served steak or any other food since “the 1980s,” according to the bartender, who appeared to be speaking from first-hand knowledge. The kind of place whose TV set, behind the bar, showed ghost-like hockey players skating across its screen, thanks to a picture tube that also harked back to the Reagan years. In short, the kind of place where everybody knows your name…except mine.

illustration: Graham Smith's "Survive the Dive 2"

“Who dafucks dis guy?” said the extra-large figure behind me, bumping my chair. I hunched over my lamb gyro on the bar and gave him a quick glance. The man bellies up to the bar – quite literally, as his pear-shaped body is theatrically large – and looks at me. Then he claps me on the shoulder.

“How ya doin?” I said to him, firmly but friendly, with a mouthful of lamb from the joint next door. Friendly but firmly, because when you’re the only non-hoodie in Brooklyn bar, you gotta meet the inherent challenge of “Who dafucks dis guy” without a) looking like an idiot tough guy or b) showing undue frailty in a bar full of drinking buddies.

The large man – tall, white, 50ish, glasses – offered his enormous right hand, a catcher’s mitt of a hand; we’re talking a Christmas ham of an hand. Which I accepted with a newcomer’s nod.

“I’m just kiddin’ ya!” the guy said, leaning close enough to smell the bite of Maker’s Mark on his breath. Another clap on the shoulder. “What’s ya name?”

“Paul,” I said, shouting in a friendly voice, without being sure why.

“Paul, huh?” The man said. As if “Paul” was perhaps code for a) wandering preacher man or a b) gay cruiser. “Where you from?”

“Well, I live in California now, but I’m in Brooklyn because I’m heading up to the Adirondacks, upstate.”

“Adirondacks?” the large man repeated to the bartender, Jimmy, who shrugged and nodded at the same time – a Brooklyn way of saying, “not bad” and “whatever” all in one gesture.  “Whaddya doin’ there?” the big guy asked me.

“Scouting a new expedition for this company I run. We create expeditions that include an ass-kicking adventure and a volunteer project that we do for a local community in need.”

“Dat’s amazing,” the guy declaimed. “Jimmy, didja here that?”

Jimmy shrugged & nodded: Whatever.

“So you must be in pretty good shape, then, uh?” said my extra-large new friend. “You some kinda mountain climber?”

My turn to shrug. “Not really.”

At this point, I wanted to eat my dinner out of my styrofoam container and drink my Stella and watch what remained of the Rangers playoff game against the Washington Capitals.

“That’s really cool,” the big man said, not really pulling his whiskey glazed eyes from me. “I mean, I could never do that,” he added, gesturing one of his mitts toward the girth. “I’m not in shape!”

My turn to smile & shrug. Whatever.

He wandered off to talk with someone near the pool table. Jimmy the bartender said the guy had been there since 11am, when his overnight shift ended – doing what? I asked; Jimmy didn’t know – and was on a familiar bender.

To my left, a bald older man in glasses was arguing tax policy with an inebriated middle-aged woman. A few barstools to the right, a young guy with a trendy Brooklynesque beard was commiserating about how good the Miami Heat were compared to the punchless Knicks.

This place was a classic. I felt the spirit of Charles Bukowski blow in from the sidewalk. The Rangers lost. I ordered a second and final beer.

Tomorrow I’d drive north, into the Adirondacks wilderness, and explore the other side of New York State.

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(This is what happens when you stay up too late watching a HD-antenna free TV channels. But in this case, we think we’re onto something.)

He could have written most of the Roadmonkey Rules

There’s no arguing that the man had physical and moral courage. In April 1959, he boarded a steamship in Hong Kong, bound for San Francisco with $100 in his pocket (about $750 is today’s dollars). He was an iconoclast with a cinematic sense of humor. His willingness to live a life of action – that is, putting his beliefs and convictions on the line with demonstrable movement, almost regardless of circumstance – is the backbone of his legacy as an excellent adventurer.

He was also a kickass dancer; in 1958, he won Hong Kong’s Cha Cha championship.

And hey, he said it long before we could have: “Knowing is not enough; we must apply.” And, “Willing is not enough; we must do.” Sounds like he was a Roadmonkey at heart.

You can almost see an inspired Bruce Lee in his movie-scene swagger building a playground for disadvantaged kids in a lost corner of the planet, chopping support beams with an iron fist, or digging post holes with his fingertips. Every movement was a potential workout for Mr. Lee. He seemed to have a good reason for almost everything he did.

And just in case you were preparing to be disappointed that we didn’t include one of his outrageously posed kung fu photos, relax. We have a sense of humor, too.

Enter the Roadmonkey? Bruce Lee on fire

I’ll start with a sentence I wrote, in 2010, for MindFood, an Australian monthly that asked me to write a first-person piece on “My Story”:

In 2008, while still on 
The New York Times staff, I started Roadmonkey Adventure Philanthropy on the idea that I had a clear but time-limited chance to begin a new career that would create adventures of the sort that made me boil with envy when I read about other people having them.

At that point I had been at The Times for 9 years, most of them on the Metro desk, where most young reporters began. During that time I’d covered the New York City jail system at Rikers Island – reporting which led to The Times nominating my work for a Pulitzer Prize. I’d covered the state of  Connecticut. I’d covered the post-9/11 anthrax attacks. And I’d gone to Iraq during its most violent period, mid-2006, to report on the war from a fortified bureau across the Tigris River from the depressing, bureaucratic dust-bubble known as the Green Zone. After that, on loan to the Washington bureau, I’d covered the military justice system and several high-profile courts martial and trials of American servicemen accused of crimes in Iraq & Afghanistan.

reporting from Samawa, Iraq, July 2006

I had a good career and a solid reputation for noteworthy investigative reporting at the finest news gathering outfit on the planet. But in 2008, with the military trials fading from the public’s interest, I was summoned back to Metro, a lateral move at a time when the paper was closing bureaus, eliminating jobs and struggling to survive the upheavals in digital media. The specter of Metro stood in uninspiring contrast to my dream work: foreign correspondency, and writing the narratives of extraordinary people, events and ideas in the farther reaches of planet Earth.

I understood the context of the politics of my new billet. I knew what it meant to be returned to Metro in my career prime. It meant being back in the land of the eager & very talented young guns from Yale & Princeton waiting to be plucked away by Washington or Foreign to cover this presidential campaign or that overseas conflagration while I remained at HQ with everyone who had spouses and mortgages and kids to support.

The choice revealed itself: I could stay at the The New York Times, maintain my New York City lifestyle and ignore being shelved – the life of “quiet desperation” so many Americans end up living. Or I could do what I told myself, upon my arrival at The Times in 1999, that I had to do if I ever became one the people in the newsroom who stayed long after the paper had much of a use for them: I could leave and forge my own path forward.

For the previous 3 years, I’d been thinking about a company called Roadmonkey that would combine physically challenging outdoor adventures with hands-on volunteer projects that did measurable good in the world. I was inspired by that idea but as a Times reporter there was no room in my schedule to launch a business. As I perceived my fortunes at the paper diminishing, I thought more and more about this Roadmonkey idea. I tested the outlines of the business against the no-bullshit opinions of my friends and colleagues. No one told me I was crazy. Most of them encouraged me, inspired that I’d have the courage to leave The Times voluntarily during a period of great economic and financial uncertainty.

The more I thought of Roadmonkey Adventure Philanthropy, the more I liked it. The more I thought of adventure philanthropy, the more I got that quiet, fist-clenched “Yes” feeling in my bones. I thought on it some more – you don’t quit your perch at the highest levels of your profession on a whim. As I considered the arguments for staying and leaving, I became convinced that Roadmonkey was the once-in-a-decade, maybe once-in-a-lifetime chance for me to grab the brass ring and execute.

It was also my chance to reinvigorate my professional ambition and, in the process, overcome the identity-drowning inertia of the The New York Times. I’m very thankful for my career at The Times. But after being effectively benched, it was time to produce, on my own terms, the ambitious vision of my own radiantly imagined future.

Building an revenue-generating farm in Vietnam's Central Highlands

In 2008-9, in between Metro articles about Mob-controlled school bus companies in New York, I ran Roadmonkey test expeditions during my accrued vacation time, to see if the idea had merit in the public sphere. Those expeditions were successful and encouraging. As 2009 began, the question for me became, Should I pull the trigger on a business I inherently believed in or would I stay put, take the stable paycheck week after week, live the New York life and eat my ambition for lunch every day in The Times’ light-soaked 14th floor cafeteria?

I wanted no part of any more financial uncertainty in my life. I’d worked hard for my professional reputation at The Times. Was I really going to give it up to launch a travel company during the gravest economic downturn in our lifetimes? Did I have the courage to face down all that uncertainty and do what I knew in my gut I had to do? Could I stand up, fight off the corporate inertia and be the person I told myself I wanted to be?

Could I be a roadmonkey?

You have but one life. Live it like you mean it. I use that phrase nowadays when I tell people what Roadmonkey stands for because I feel its urgency  from that time when the easier choice was to stay put and get on with a comfortable but blunted career and vision for my future. Since leaving the paper, the energy I send out into the world has changed, I’m told. I and the ideas I’ve put into action inspire people to change their own lives. That is incredibly powerful and rewarding to understand. It’s what drives me to make Roadmonkey a success.

We’re onto something important and, dare I say, unique. It happened almost by stumbling from one epiphany to the next, not knowing what lay ahead, and pushing ahead anyway on the gut instinct that this has merit, and therefore worth, and therefore potential to change the world as we know it.

Canadian Roadmonkey: Emily G. in Vietnam

Roadmonkey means all of the things below. But it also means what you have come to think of Roadmonkey. The definition lives in each of you, independently but part of a whole. An individual’s idea of Roadmonkey and the community definition of it are equally valid. We don’t own what it means. You do.

The meanings of Roadmonkey:

Challenge yourself to maximize your potential, for yourself and others

Embrace uncertainty – for you can’t grow rich in mind, body, spirit or $ without pushing yourself beyond what is easy, fast and comfortable

Be mindful of habits – for habits can connote the stereotypical

Burn always with this hard, gemlike flame

Break out of routines, to experience the reward you get for doing things differently

Build something with your hands

Create opportunities for yourself and people struggling to make it

Give yourself confidence to accomplish anything, in any environment

Connect to like-minded people – an incredible worldwide support network

Be creative in a foreign culture – how cool is that?

Test your limits, however you define them

Ask questions of yourself that didn’t occur to you back in Habitland

Find answers to those questions

Start being more positively personally powerful

Share your blessings with folks who don’t have nearly as many

Kick some ass, do some good

Find the slow-burn, long-lasting happiness that money can’t buy